The Circle of Love

Iceland in all its glory

Writer and dedicated wOw community member Joan Larsen shares the story of her visit to Iceland: the trip of a lifetime

Women. Women coming together, sharing, unloading our hearts as only women can, laughing, “being ourselves,” and feeling free to be understood and loved is that gift that stands apart. It makes us one. It makes us come alive. I thought that magic could only happen when we were with our women friends who we had shared “everything with” forever. I was wrong.

I had needed “a getaway” this spring, and one that wouldn’t cost me an arm and a leg. I was humming that song “Make the world go away . . .” more loudly than I would have liked when I stepped off the plane in Iceland, hoping for miracles. The world I walked into was a magical, awe-inspiring, utterly beautiful island that – for three weeks of walking, hiking, going far off the beaten path – had taken my breath away. My life had come back into focus once again. I was “me” once again.

Our last night was to be spent in the country’s capital, Reykjavik — and it was love at first sight. When our guide suggested that no journey to Iceland should be ended without a final toast with the iconic Icelandic drink called Brennevin (charmingly called the “Black Death” for good reason I only later found out), three of us went downstairs in the hotel to a library, a low-lit bar with flickering fire, small tables all around. Charming.

If we are open to life, all things can happen. And it was here – in Iceland  — that I was to find out that no matter the nation, no matter the difference in culture, no matter the very different lifestyle and language, all women of our world comprise a private sorority within that make us one. Down deep, we understand each other, love each other, and – in that way we do not understand but somehow know – we stand together.

An open room – large enough for banquets – jutted out from one side of the bar. A long table, filled completely with mostly middle-aged women – women dressed in their very best, but with faces used to the outdoors – were laughing more than talking. An energy I don’t always see at home almost vibrated. I had never seen women so carefree, so full of life. I must have stared. A few glanced over.

And then, the women joined hands and began to sing, moving sideways as they did. One Icelandic song followed another and the room rocked with their voices. When they began to clap, I already felt I was at one with them. At my table, I began to sway and clap, too. There was nudging, smiling, and then several women rose, still singing as I tried to join in, and  — red in face – came to me, grabbed my hands and pulled me toward their table. The other women swarmed around me, holding my hand, arm around my shoulders. And a new song began in English. It was “God Bless America.” As I tried to join in, I cried. I still do when I think of it.

American popular songs, mostly sung in Icelandic, but with a few joining me in English, followed, one after another. The cheering, the clapping punctuated the small silence before the next began. I was hugged, hugged some more. More than a few of us laughed and cried at the same time.

I had never had such a good time. But who were these women? Where had they come from? I asked one of my new riends (for we were friends by this time) what this wonderful occasion was. And the resulting story was one I had never heard.

Iceland is not ice. Iceland is mostly emerald green and gorgeous, rolling, with mountains, volcanoes, breathtaking waterfalls, and isolated churches – remote and tiny, perched on a hill, and requiring a photograph to capture beauty from another century. And the countryside is covered with remote farms, none close to another, some with grass roofs, and white with sheep. Sheep everywhere – even in places with no house in sight, a sea of green and white.

The women I now thought of as friends, friends who laughed as I struggled with their Icelandic names, came from farms in many remote places across the country. Six months a year, Iceland – so close to the Arctic Circle – is dark most of the hours of the day. Their children go to boarding schools five days a week. The place we had stayed in – very Scandinavian and lovely – served as a boarding school for these women’s children during the school year and open for visitor lodging only in the summer months. Six months a year in winter, the sheep stayed in their barns. The women did not necessarily even have time for getaways or talk.

But just twice a year, the farm women gathered together for a long weekend in Reykjavik — one dedicated to coming together and sharing their lives. It had to be all holidays rolled into one. We are all women. We “get” it. It doesn’t take much description to have us understand this camaraderie.

Long past midnight, they did not let me go. We were singing now – and yes, “America the Beautiful” was known by them all (I cried again.) But then the dancing of women began. I have never felt as liberated as they pulled me in to join them. I was holding hands with complete strangers who were now friends. We danced in the moment and we were dancing for joy. No one wanted it to end. I know I didn’t.

Our parting – the emotions of it – are difficult to explain. I was squeezed, I was hugged to death. I saw women with tears rolling down their faces, I saw joy. I heard words in Icelandic and English that told me that we all were one . . . and always would be.

We are women. We may come from other worlds, other lives and cultures. But when we open our eyes and our hearts, we realize that in these small moments that loom so large, this time will forever be lodged in our hearts.

Could anything be better?

Writer Joan Larsen has spent a lifetime searching for the most remote places on Earth. But it is the polar regions of our world that she has been drawn to again and again. She has done research in these lands of ice, and considers Antarctica to be her “other home.”

13 comments so far.

  1. avatar ann penn says:

    Beautiful!

  2. avatar Lila says:

    Joan! Yet again, what a great experience, and a great story! I knew about the conditions in Iceland but – this twice-a-year gathering you describe really brings home the reality of it. Amazing.

  3. avatar Chris Glass` says:

    I am glad you were able to have this lovely experience.

  4. avatar Jeannot Kensinger says:

    “We are women. We may come from other worlds, other lives and cultures. But when we open our eyes and our hearts, we realize that in these small moments that loom so large, this time will forever be lodged in our hearts.

    Could anything be better?”

    Thank you, Joan, for reminding me. Nothing could be better!!!!!Hugs!

  5. avatar J Holmes says:

    To echo Ann, beautiful!!!
    When my children were little and I was in my early 30′s I was part of a very informal gathering of 30-something women discussing aging parents. Since my parents were only in their 50′s I wasn’t particularly paying attention until one participant who worked with the elderly said “The most important thing for women is to cultivate and nurture friendships with women”.
    Joan, thank you for sharing, your writing is wonderful. I look forward to seeing your name on WOWOW.

  6. avatar Bonnie O says:

    Wonderful Joan.  “Iceland is not ice”.  And your described beautifully why it is not.

  7. avatar French Heart says:

    The way you wrote it–feel as if I just went to Iceland and had a marvelous life-altering experience–too. Thank you! x-S

  8. avatar mary burdt says:

    Oh my, Joan, What a marvelous experience for you. Women coming together to sing, dance, mourn, and be themselves is what life is all about. Sharing their celebration with you must have been inspiring for them as well as for you. A beautiful experience to hold close to your hear, forever.

    Thank you for sharing these wonders with us gals at wOw. Mary

  9. avatar flyonthewall says:

    What a great piece, Joan! Thank you for sharing your amazing experience. It is something that I would love to do someday. You sure did touch my heart with your writing.

  10. avatar Linda Myers says:

    Thank you Joan! Wonderful piece!

  11. avatar phyllis Doyle Pepe says:

    For a gal like you whose propensity for the male gender is so strong, it was with some surprise and delight that I read your discovery or rediscovery of female bonding,and in
    Iceland, no less! I like that you were so moved that you cried. These kinds of moments give us those reminders of the solidarity, the kinship, and the love we can share with other women on a large scale. The woman I may encounter in the super market may have very little in common with me in countless ways, but as females there’s that thing between us which you experienced in that circle dancing and singing the night away. How lucky for you to experience such joy. Thank you for letting us in .

  12. avatar Mary says:

    Joan, once again you have amazed me and made me feel that it is joyous to explore the many cultures that women everywhere share and have.  Thank you for sharing this with us!

  13. avatar chunman jiang says:

    Glad to see you so rich in ideas