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The Book Party

Q & A | 09/08/2008 12:00 am

wOw Asks Jill Bolte Taylor: What Happens When You Have a Stroke?

Jill Bolte Taylor with her mother, Gladys Gillman Taylor, PhD

Editor’s Note: Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor is a Harvard-trained and published neuroanatomist who experienced a stroke in 1996. It took her eight years for Dr. Jill to completely recover all of her functions and thinking ability. She is the author of My Stroke of Insight: A Brain Scientist’s Personal Journey and was chosen as one of Time magazine’s 100 Most Influential People in the World for 2008.

wOw: In your journey and your amazing book, My Stroke of Insight, you talk eloquently about the "decision" to return to the more structured reality of most of our lives. Looking back on that decision, are you ever surprised you decided to return?

JILL: There are moments when I miss the pure bliss of knowing, seeing, feeling and being connected to all that is without the distraction of a busy mind.

However, I realize that my time in this form of life is a precious gift that won’t last very long, even if I get another 50 years; that is nothing in the spectrum of eternity. With that said, no, I am never surprised that I chose to come back to this form of reality to share a glimpse of the deep inner peace I found at the core of my right hemisphere. For me it was unquestionably the right thing to do. Knowing that we are biologically and genetically programmed for deep inner peace fills me with incredible joy, and this awareness was a gift that was meaningful only when shared. Besides that, I can return to that place of stillness by turning my mind away from this reality at any moment, so this way I get the best of both ways of being.

wOw: You give your mother, Gladys Gillman Taylor, PhD, a great deal of credit for your recovery, and for good reason. Do you think those who are not as fortunate can make it anyway? Does the medical community understand how important that element is?

JILL: This is a great question. I believe that I recovered so completely and quickly because I had an internal roadmap to follow and a caregiver who paid very close attention to my needs. I do believe that this was the winning combination.

Because of my academic training, I understood how cells worked. I understood the anatomy of my body and my brain so I could still visualize connections and be compassionate with the cells that make up my form. I think people who are inclined to be kind to themselves, be patient and compassionate with not only themselves but with their caregivers, stand a better chance of recovery than those who feel victimized or rebellious against the change that has happened to their lives. We each have the cognitive privilege to make the choice moment by moment how we want to perceive an experience or opportunity. I think an attitude of gratitude and a willingness to improve one’s quality of life makes all the difference.

Unfortunately, very few medical schools teach compassion in medicine, leaving our professionals at a terrific disadvantage in how to give compassionate care. Fortunately, My Stroke of Insight is being adopted by many professional schools now as required reading and I think it has the potential to help make a significant shift in how we treat stroke survivors or anyone with neurological trauma.

wOw: You were brilliant and relatively obscure before your stroke. Now, after TED [See the video at the end of this Q & A], Oprah and a tremendous bestseller, you are brilliant and relatively famous. How have you found that transition?

JILL: I am a tremendously joyful and friendly person. When people come up to me now, it is my policy to open my arms and give them a huge hug. We are all blessed to be living the lives we live and I love that my hug quota has gone way up due to my popularity! I find that I am adapting to the "celebrity" status just fine and yet when the doors are closed and I am in my private world, my mind remains focused on what comes next. What do I want to accomplish with the time I have left here and how can I use my new status to improve our relationships with both the planet and with one another?

14 Reader Comments (so far…) Sign In or Register to comment

Brooklyn Gal
What an amazing person. Thank you for giving us this valuable information.
By Brooklyn Gal on 09/08/2008 12:15 am
Suzanne de Cornelia
Excellent interview Leslie and Jill! Jill, I’d watched your Ted Talk a few months ago with fascination. I had a head injury 8 years ago next month, and perhaps 3 years afterwards read “Over My Head: A Doctor’s Own Story of Head Injury from the Inside Looking Out” by Grosse Point ER internist Claudia Osborn. It was like reading my own diary. Very similiar injury/circumstances, and the things she was thinking and did were so like mine, too. Took her 11 years to recreate her life. She was no longer able to practice ER medicine, but was eventually able to teach it. Glad you are still here to tell your story—and to communicate it so vividly. Was just fascinated with the video…and look forward to reading your book.
By Suzanne de Cornelia on 09/08/2008 12:41 am
Emcye Edwards
I’d love to hear a dialogue between Jill and Ram Dass (Dr. Richard Alpert, a Harvard professor who became a spirit-seeking cultural icon with his book, Be Here Now - and has also been through a massive stroke.) I’m wondering if you two have had a chance to meet? It might make for a fascinating exploration of the trajectory between the present moment and realms of super-consciousness. It would be something - to see you put your heads together!
By Emcye Edwards on 09/08/2008 3:12 am
Rush L
Well, if John McCain had a stroke Sarah Palin might become President. Think John Dobson is praying that after the election McCain has a stroke? Me too.
By Rush L on 09/08/2008 5:54 am
rocky rocky
ICH!
By rocky rocky on 09/08/2008 10:23 am
rocky rocky
ICK! ICK!
By rocky rocky on 09/08/2008 10:24 am
No Kill and Drill Palin
Rush, Well Palin’s the Manchurian Candidate. And we’ve seen this movie before. “Dave” starring Kevin Kline. Real prez has a stroke etc. What can I say….if the powers that be Exxon/Halliburton et al, want someone to have a stroke….they’ll have a stroke…and then Palin will give a whole new meaning to the word sock puppet.
By No Kill and Drill Palin on 09/08/2008 3:14 pm
Barbara Taylor
Thanks, thats an amazing story. Makes you stop and think about your own life.
By Barbara Taylor on 09/08/2008 9:58 am
HA BIBI
It just goes to show the stregth and will of the human spirit to overcome adversity in many different forms. And in some cases our display for the need to survive and become whole again and always with a greater insight into the importance of life itself. Yes, kindness and patience with yourself and those around us is so vital.
By HA BIBI on 09/08/2008 11:23 am
iris odonata
Frank Peterson: This is the book I alluded to on the astronomy thread…excellent read.
By iris odonata on 09/08/2008 2:53 pm
Nan S
Thank you for sharing this with the world. As a person that has had two strokes that jelly rolled my right side and 2 TIA’s I am going to be going out and finding this book to read. I have been blessed that I am about 97% recoverd. My only issue is my memory my arms and legs work good and I owe a lot of my recovery to the Love I have recieved from my Husband and Daughter. They cheered on my determination and my joy for life. I use my fathers line ” Failure is not an option” [ He died of cancer in 1995 but fought all the way through his illnes on AML.] I will continue to fight for my well being everyday I have 9 grandchildren to watch grow up My you be blessed with continued health and laughter.
By Nan S on 09/08/2008 3:59 pm
Elizabeth Bennett
I love learning more about the brain, it is actually a hobby of mine, since I took psychology in college and mulled med school. But this video is so much more than brain science! I will have to read this book; it sounds fascinating. A close friend of mine had a stroke a few years ago and her struggle with it was just heroic; she is now 98% recovered and still working on it. My most loquacious uncle had a stroke and lost the power of speech, but he loved listening, so I would call him and babble on about things that I thought would interest him. It does seem that about half my friends have suffered brain injuries of one sort or another over the years. Maybe by a certain age brain injury just comes with the territory. Anyway, thank you wOw, for letting us know about this most fascinating person and this interesting book.
By Elizabeth Bennett on 09/08/2008 4:41 pm
Josie Sullivan
Lily- Ditto. I’ve shared her talk with so many people. We even discussed it at Unity. See you in the garden.
By Josie Sullivan on 09/09/2008 9:42 am