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Sheila Nevins | 08/01/2008 12:00 am

The Gloves

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A story of fear and trembling …
Do you have fears?
How do you overcome them?
Are you counterphobic?
(i.e., doing what scares you to prove you’re okay)

An interactive poem

 

 

 

 

The Gloves

Amelia E. Peterson was not a white-knuckle
Flier.
She was a white-knuckle person,
But
She wore gloves.
White gloves to cover her fears.

Never revealing her terror
She flew her plane to dangerous altitudes
And was known to all as
Fearless.
Navigator,
Adventurer and Aviator.
Peterson’s flip-flops in the air were known worldwide.
No bomber pilot would dare to try them.
Amelia bungee jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge.
Scuba dived deep into the oceans
Against
Divers’ rules
Sans oxygen.

Amelia E. rode a bronco bareback
Drove screechingly
At Indianapolis speed around
Dangerous curves.
Ticketed with bravado.

Tempting her fate in smaller ways
Her response to a mad cow alert …
Eat only beef.

During a tomato salmonella scare
Amelia would gorge only on
Tomatoes
Affronting the outbreak with her red
Flair.

She ate raw fish in
Diners
Steak tartar
At Greasy Spoons.

Yes Amelia went far out in life’s waters
Tempting sharks
Detesting Calm seas or —

This was how she appeared
To Others.

Yet with her white gloves off
Unseen to the world
Her heart raced at
Ambulance sirens
Fire bells
Tales of Tsunamis, Terrorists
And Nuclear Fallout.
Death scared her
Nightly and bedcovers
Would tremble but no one would see.

Single, Amelia E. Peterson
Dated only married men.
She never asked for commitment
Loving a bullfight,
But banned from the ring
Amelia dressed as a toreador on Cinco de Mayo
So she lived thus until …

On a certain day
In a certain year
The sky fell, as
Chicken Little had predicted.
The volcano and earthquake
Came upon the earth
Together.
The tides rose; the rains came
The levees broke
The world would
End.

‘Cept for
Amelia E. Peterson who survived as
Miracle Matter.
Naked yet with white gloves she stood
Out of the bubbling molten when
Suddenly emerging a man.
Audaciously, Amelia asked,
(Pointing her gloved finger at him)
"Who art thou?"
"Atom-Adam," he replied. 
"Spell that," she ordered
And he did,
"A-T-O-M  A-D-A-M"

And he stretched out his hands saying
"The world has fallen into the Sea"
"Because it did,"
She said, "because I knew all along."
She said, " because I am not afraid."
And he asked who she was? Did she have a name?
Brazenly she replied,
"Amelia E. Peterson."

"Take off your white gloves, Amelia E." he said.
"No," she said emphatically.
"Take off your gloves," he said again, "I want to feel you."
She did, slowly trusting him
Finger by finger
Placing her trembling hands in
His lava hands
She was petrified.
"Amelia E. Peterson," he said.
Holding her
Warming her with his fire,
"You are beautiful and brave,
Amelia E.,
We are all that is left."

"What does the E. stand for," he asked of Amelia E. Peterson.
"It is for Eve,
But I never use it."

And they held hands peacefully
And watched this world end
Together.

88 Reader Comments (so far…) Sign In or Register to comment

Frannie Em
The alpha and the omega
By Frannie Em on 07/31/2008 12:29 am
James the Game
Quite honestly, no, other than pain and debilitating health. Isaiah 41:10, “Fear thou not; for I [am] with thee: be not dismayed; for I [am] thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”
By James the Game on 07/31/2008 12:45 am
Blue Circle Girl
Best thread under your name Ms. Nevins. Cut, paste and print … thank you! :)
By Blue Circle Girl on 07/31/2008 1:16 am
joan larsen
No, I don’t believe that I ever have fear. I am often thought of as a risk taker — willing to take chances in life, taking life that extra step. I am always moving forward, never sitting in place, doing all I can to live my life to the fullest. I have had experiences few have had — I have had a lone encounter with the largest grizzly I have ever seen (and I have seen many) on the shoulder of Mt. Denali. I remembered what I was to do and for 3 hours I took a step down the mountain backward and paused, ever looking back, never looking the bear in the eye in challenge. The bear held its ground, showing its side, showing how large he was. One step after another, not knowing where my next footfall was going to be going down backward - but I had gotten myself in this predictament and I used the hope in my heart and the trust in myself to reach safety. From the top of the mountain, climbers in my family got photos but they were too far away — and how could you help in a situation like that and not be killed yourself? If we fear, we do nothing - and there is so many wonderful things in life to do, to see. Trust in a power larger than yourself - and in exchange, know that you have had a life fully lived.
By joan larsen on 07/31/2008 1:33 am
Mugsy Peabody
Actually, Joan, courage is doing what you are afraid of.
By Mugsy Peabody on 07/31/2008 2:09 am
joan larsen
I think your definition is correct. But I have always been blessed with confidence in my abilities so fear does not seem to be in the mix. I think I am wise enough to not go further in risks I take to court disaster . . . but in all we do, there can come the unexpected. We all know that - like it or not - happen in a split second. I feel that if I survive, I have learned from the experience. If not, I can go out knowing I have lived a full life in all of its aspects. It is a way of thinking that is pure me. . and that’s it.
By joan larsen on 07/31/2008 2:23 am
Mugsy Jr. Peabody
I do admire your spirit, Joan, I did want to make that clear.
By Mugsy Jr. Peabody on 07/31/2008 12:15 pm
Mugsy Peabody
Sorry, folks. Junior had my laptop again last night, and forgot to log out.
By Mugsy Peabody on 07/31/2008 12:17 pm
phyllis Doyle Pepe
But the bravest are surely those who have the clearest vision of what is before them, glory and danger alike, and yet notwithstanding go out to meet it. by some Greek guy named Thucydides /and Mugsy who said the same thing
By phyllis Doyle Pepe on 07/31/2008 8:16 am
Bonnie Oliver
Sheila Nevins - It is my profound hope that within the next minute I shall once again be able to breathe. I have read several fictional stories about the end of our world, our creation, but I have never read an essay, as you wrote, where Armageddon is met with courage disguised as a pair of white gloves. I am not even certain that I have identified all of your symbolism but I an relatively sure (my own Einstein symbolism) that you have provided your readership with a version of Herrick’s poem, “Gather ye rosebuds while you may, old Time is still aflying”. Thank you. I am unbelievably moved. Miracle Matter or Crystal shards, Adam and Eve at the end just as they were at the beginning. Wonderful wordage.
By Bonnie Oliver on 07/31/2008 4:08 am
Bonnie Oliver
Postscript: I neglected to answer the question. I am a counter-phobic or, at least, I attempt to be. I’ve spooked easily most of my life and have, therefore, always been on guard against the unexpected. Spiders bother me and so I try to leave them alone and not kill everything that has eight legs. Just recently I have discovered that I fear small enclosed places. I don’t know yet how I will counter that fear but I am aware of the fear and that is half the problem. As a young girl, I feared speaking in public and was able to control it by joining the school debating team. The solutions do not have to dramatic; just enough to ease the fear so it is no longer threatening to one’s well being. I try not to fear what I have no control over; i.e. nuclear fall-out etc.
By Bonnie Oliver on 07/31/2008 4:22 am
Lady Gator
Bonnie….Spiders! One of my biggest phobias. When I was 6 years old my mother was bitten by a spider and almost died. So, I now have little ‘spider’ traps all around my house. The huge ones that occasionally wander onto my porch are terminated immediately. And, snakes — well, maybe I should include things that crawl or go bump in the night. Two things I have done that make me feel that maybe I’m into remisson from some of my fears are — A balloon flight. My husband took me kicking and screaming into a Hot Air Balloon in Albuquerque, New Mexico. It was the first, most incredible thing I had ever done. And, last year I actually gained the courage to ‘free fall’ from an airplane. After all the instruction I thought I was ready —until it was time to jump. Thank God I jumped with my instructor attached to my body! It truly is an incredible experience! To be able to soar like an eagle — the experience was “priceless”. Now, I feel that my white gloves can be safely disgarded — well, at least until the next spider comes along!
By Lady Gator on 07/31/2008 12:30 pm
Bonnie Oliver
Lady G - Oh my, I think we could fill pages and pages with the phobia of spiders. I was a pain in the butt with my family about my fear and knew I had to learn to control it. The receptionist at work brought in the Children’s Golden Book about spiders and their contribution to the welfare of the planet. That was just after a spider crawled across my desk and I soon had half of the staff in my office looking for the darn thing. The Golden Book was the beginning but it began my acceptance of being able to share the planet with those eight leg little monsters! The larger ones still scare the bejesus out of me but I try to cope without committing mayhem. Now, I’ve not been up in an hot air balloon but that sounds exciting!
By Bonnie Oliver on 07/31/2008 2:56 pm
Lady Gator
Bonnie…If you’ve never been up in a hot air balloon you must try it. We were in Albuquerque during the hot air balloon race. It was fantastic. So many balloons with so many colors. By the time we went up it was later in the day and we landed at sunset. Nothing more beautful than sunset in the desert. I have to tell you that when I did the ‘free fall’ from the plane last year I wet my pants. My instructor laughed and I loved his response. “Don’t worry, I’ve had guys go down with me that have done worse things than tinkle”. That sorta made things a little better. LOL
By Lady Gator on 07/31/2008 3:18 pm
Bonnie Oliver
Lady Gator - Laughing right along with you. Great story.
By Bonnie Oliver on 07/31/2008 3:42 pm