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Sheila Nevins | 08/01/2008 12:00 am

The Gloves

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A story of fear and trembling …
Do you have fears?
How do you overcome them?
Are you counterphobic?
(i.e., doing what scares you to prove you’re okay)

An interactive poem

 

 

 

 

The Gloves

Amelia E. Peterson was not a white-knuckle
Flier.
She was a white-knuckle person,
But
She wore gloves.
White gloves to cover her fears.

Never revealing her terror
She flew her plane to dangerous altitudes
And was known to all as
Fearless.
Navigator,
Adventurer and Aviator.
Peterson’s flip-flops in the air were known worldwide.
No bomber pilot would dare to try them.
Amelia bungee jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge.
Scuba dived deep into the oceans
Against
Divers’ rules
Sans oxygen.

Amelia E. rode a bronco bareback
Drove screechingly
At Indianapolis speed around
Dangerous curves.
Ticketed with bravado.

Tempting her fate in smaller ways
Her response to a mad cow alert …
Eat only beef.

During a tomato salmonella scare
Amelia would gorge only on
Tomatoes
Affronting the outbreak with her red
Flair.

She ate raw fish in
Diners
Steak tartar
At Greasy Spoons.

Yes Amelia went far out in life’s waters
Tempting sharks
Detesting Calm seas or —

This was how she appeared
To Others.

Yet with her white gloves off
Unseen to the world
Her heart raced at
Ambulance sirens
Fire bells
Tales of Tsunamis, Terrorists
And Nuclear Fallout.
Death scared her
Nightly and bedcovers
Would tremble but no one would see.

Single, Amelia E. Peterson
Dated only married men.
She never asked for commitment
Loving a bullfight,
But banned from the ring
Amelia dressed as a toreador on Cinco de Mayo
So she lived thus until …

On a certain day
In a certain year
The sky fell, as
Chicken Little had predicted.
The volcano and earthquake
Came upon the earth
Together.
The tides rose; the rains came
The levees broke
The world would
End.

‘Cept for
Amelia E. Peterson who survived as
Miracle Matter.
Naked yet with white gloves she stood
Out of the bubbling molten when
Suddenly emerging a man.
Audaciously, Amelia asked,
(Pointing her gloved finger at him)
"Who art thou?"
"Atom-Adam," he replied. 
"Spell that," she ordered
And he did,
"A-T-O-M  A-D-A-M"

And he stretched out his hands saying
"The world has fallen into the Sea"
"Because it did,"
She said, "because I knew all along."
She said, " because I am not afraid."
And he asked who she was? Did she have a name?
Brazenly she replied,
"Amelia E. Peterson."

"Take off your white gloves, Amelia E." he said.
"No," she said emphatically.
"Take off your gloves," he said again, "I want to feel you."
She did, slowly trusting him
Finger by finger
Placing her trembling hands in
His lava hands
She was petrified.
"Amelia E. Peterson," he said.
Holding her
Warming her with his fire,
"You are beautiful and brave,
Amelia E.,
We are all that is left."

"What does the E. stand for," he asked of Amelia E. Peterson.
"It is for Eve,
But I never use it."

And they held hands peacefully
And watched this world end
Together.

88 Reader Comments (so far…) Sign In or Register to comment

Bonnie Oliver
Phyllis, I also immediately associated Amelia E. with Ms. Erhart. But I think Sheila was just giving us a passing glimpse of Ms. Erhart as she continued with her narrative of Amelia E for Amelia E. is many women and perhaps even all women. I think the piece is truly thought provoking.
By Bonnie Oliver on 07/31/2008 3:26 pm
iris odonata
Had just site surfed from youtube watching Native American Visionary, Joseph Rael’s Horn of Plenty. First I am greeted by the word Peace, then invited into the dance by a pair of white gloves….hmmmm? I agree the symbolism evocative and the time of fearlessness here. Injoy
By iris odonata on 07/31/2008 2:59 pm
Rachel
Forget the question….How about the poem you wrote!!!! Sheila it is brilliant! Bravo! Beautiful!!!
By Rachel on 07/31/2008 4:52 pm
Maurine H
Sheila - just brilliant! Your gift for imagery is amazing. How many of us have put on a good face to hide the inner terrors that bedevil us? And which of us has not wanted to confess our fears aloud but the greater fear of being called a coward has made us stay silent? I’m afraid of many things, some a bit unfounded- like flying (I do know the statistics on safety…doesn’t matter), and others that are more logical - like earthquakes and forest fires (I’ve had terrifying experience with these). Growing older has freed me from the concern of what others might think of me, and, ironically, that liberation has also allowed me to openly acknowledge some of the fears I use to hide. On my last plane flight, we hit rough weather and I was sitting alone. The woman across the asile invited me to sit next to her and we had a great, comforting conversation. When we’d landed, I thanked her and said it must have been obvious how frightened I was. She laughed, and said, “well, I asked you to sit by me because I was so scared.” We just never know.
By Maurine H on 07/31/2008 11:37 pm
HA BIBI
I’d like to think of myself as more of an adventurer than a risk taker. I often wonder why I’d be a little hesitant to bungee jump… When I have no problem getting on an airplane. maybe feel safer in the tin can as opposed to depending/praying on the cord not breaking. I guess I would catergorize these things as chance, and individually deciding how great the risk is in taking that chance. But my idea of adventure is going to different places and exploring all the wonderful varieties of cultures, seeing all things that are traditionaly the tourist traps, but more so exploring all things off the beaten track. I think this is where you expand your horizions and see the bigger picture of those places. I don’t really have fears as I think we as humans really fear the unknown more than those more tangible things that we do see.
By HA BIBI on 08/01/2008 8:19 am
Lady Gator
Elaine ———-I left a message for you on the “Fashion Police” site. We are definitely SUTFS (sisters under the flying skin). I, like you, have no problems flying on an airplane. And, free falling from one was incredible. The balloon adventure was truly a memorable adventure. However, I just can’t see myself bungee jumping. I saw a film where they were bungee jumping off a VERY high bridge — I almost had a heart attack watching!!! Not my idea of a fun afternoon!!! LOL
By Lady Gator on 08/01/2008 3:27 pm
Chrome Toe
I was noticing a lot of people are talking about doing things that truly frighten them… like sky diving or bungee jumping. I don’t do that. I won’t sky dive cuz it scares the shit out of me. won’t bungee jump. don’t like carnival rides (cuz i’ve seen the guys putting them together). The only thing i ever did that truly frightened me was flying. And that was just because i don’t have the time to drive to Belize! Now I’m not afraid of flying. But i don’t do things I don’t want to and I don’t want to do things that scare me! LOL
By Chrome Toe on 08/01/2008 9:46 am
Rho
I’m afraid of subways in NY, since I got caught in a fire once, also was down there all night in the first blackout in NY. I have not been in subways since then. I’m also afraid of elevators, I avoid them as much as possible. Other than that, I can’t think of anything else. Oh wait, now I don’t like to fly, not the flights — it’s the security — it takes much too long, and I have no patience.
By Rho on 08/02/2008 12:01 pm
Vicki Carroll
It has been so interesting reading everyone’s comments - this poem certainly elicited a lot of deeply felt responses. It is so sad that so many of us were so wounded when we were young. I am one of the lucky ones, had a happy childhood, with five siblings and loving parents. I lost my father to a heart attack when I was seventeen (and the oldest - how my dear mother ever managed to finish raising all of us - the youngest only three years old - I will never know - bless her heart, at 77, she is one of the happiest people I know, and she deserves every moment of happiness!) My divorce at 38 brought a new theme - “lessons in bravery” - but I was never able to do anything truly daring, like jumping out of airplanes or skiing down a mountain; taking care of myself, and dating, and living a normal life seemed like the ultimate bravery at that time. I really admire all of you who have been so much braver than I! It took me twelve years after the end of my first marriage to find my dear husband, and now, it is all I can do to get on the back of his motorcycle - it just terrifies me, but riding his motorcycle makes him so happy, so it one more lesson in bravery. We’ve all got our fears, but mine don’t include spiders and snakes, I’m the one who goes after the crawlies around our house, I’m scared of speed. So, my gloves are black motorcycle gloves.
By Vicki Carroll on 08/04/2008 12:00 am
Frannie Em
Vicki, Great post. I think you are very brave on the back of that motorcycle.
By Frannie Em on 08/04/2008 12:25 am
Veronica  S
Thanks Sheila! This really moved me. She trusts him to take off the gloves at the end, she doesn’t have to hide anymore. This spoke to me more about the hiding and deception than the fear. She was so alone and lonely and unable to touch and be known. Adam and Eve watching the world end together… such an incredible concept. Holding hands peacefully. Able to face the worst with no anxiety, no longer trapped in her deception and isolation. Re-born at the very end (“this world”…another one coming?). I really did love this!
By Veronica S on 08/04/2008 2:29 am
cynthia adler
I love this piece….it’s a kind of a cross between Mad Max, Hidden Dragon, and a twisted Bible scenario (the Bible written after the world ends and then begins again….) Is it survival of the fittest, or just a case of stubborn willfulness?…Atom-Adam and Eve…would make a great movie…Angelina Jolie would have to be considered, of course. Disney could not even bid on this one…and probably, a Speilberg-Tarantino cross would be the eye needed… Amelia is the part of us that would like to stare fear in the face and surf the sunami’s of life perfectly (not literally, of course). The part of us that can toss off mortality…The story is provocative, sharp, and immensly creative…
By cynthia adler on 08/04/2008 9:15 pm
Maggi D
Wonderfully done. “bedcovers would tremble but no one would see” I think describes us all at some point. I was raised in fear, married fear, set out on my own in fear, and lived through it all. Do I still fear things? Oh, yes - but now I can meet it head on and laugh when it is over. It doesn’t freeze me anymore and I am so thankful for that.
By Maggi D on 08/05/2008 4:51 am