it lives, in ‘Mother Jones’—-online even—-take a look—-as for ‘garden-variety’ press? well, some good, some not—-‘yellow-journalism’ survives. as for ‘non-PBS’ video news? a crock of ‘video-National-Enquirer’—-example? local coverage of a ‘helmetless’ motor-cyclist fatal crash—-so they show a smushed motorcycle? as a former ‘rated’ m/c road-racer, i know the importance of a helmet—-i ask you, which would convince fools to wear a helmet? a quick-shot of a smashed ‘bike’? or the real pic of a smashed head? oh, they won’t show that. nor ‘real’ on-scene footage of fatal auto-crashes—-blood, guts, and all—-which would be more effective? more in the public’s interest? are we children? not to be shown our reality? guess so——

yep—-but it took a while with cognitive docs to understand—-i was always ‘the black-sheep’—-and ‘thumped-o-plenty’—-seems i landed in an entire family of ‘borderlines’, so yep, at 20 i marry one—-but that’s why i consider both Palin and many politicos as such—-one clever bunch. the cure? generally considered zip-‘till-they-plop’—-they do mucho damage—-and ya really have to not be one, yet amongst them, to ever really see how crazy they are—-as they are masters of ‘Concealing’ with the general public—-cheers

i partitioned c to take a look—-it is good—-but true—-even as linux software increases, most are stuck with windows—-i expect in a year or so MS will really start losing clients—-i had no problems burning the os, and free! my geek kids are Maya pros, movies, aside from work, they love linux—-i’m one of the chumps that bought a ‘pre-installed VHP machine, with 1 gig ram—-crash-city, even with a 2-gig ‘ready-boost’ stick—-and for those going that route? hope they own a stack of hhds—-major class action alive on that—-while ordering 2 gigs, which ‘saved-the day’, the sales person mentions Firefox—-ha! all i’ve used for years—-only use ie on a clean install, just to download FF & T-Birds—-then my butt’s outa there—-Gate’s has a reputation for using clients as de-buggers’—-bad-biz—-

so true, ie is yet the main ‘portal’—-and bad news—i stick to ‘open-source mozzila, etc.—-i need another hhd—-tried ‘ubuntu’s’ linux os, pretty good—-probably keep VHP on one drive—-as Macs, not many linux predators—-i’ve heard it often. ‘why didn’t i get a Mac’?

so batten your hatches—-

basic, good freeware is all any home needs—-inc. networks Need and pay for more ‘protection’—-‘Firefox’ will warn you of risk, ‘Spybot’ will stop a hacker (crasher, actually) taking over your machine—-java-script has its weakness, so download the original ‘always free ‘Spyblaster’—-and both the freeware personal versions of ‘Avast’ or AVG’ are very effective ‘anti-virus-tools’ these are all free—-and rival, or whup many ‘paid’ programs—-i have a few wealthy friends—-they like cash, USPO MOs, etc.—-old geek saying—-“#s out there? they will be used—-

‘on-line banking’? to even encourage such is wild—-bankers don’t do it, and if you know any savvy banker—-they say, ‘no-way’.—-absolutely look at your statements—-‘on-line’ gamer-thieves may show-up—-$5.95 and so on—-and any ‘on-line’ shopper should be using No credit card—-but have a separate, limited ‘debit card’—-and NEVER (PP, etc.) become ‘verified’, using main acct. #s—- here come ‘the flying monkeys’—-

ps: i have notable old friends who said, ‘i would never bring a child to this hell.’

well hell, ‘queen’s’ a ‘disney’ attraction—-like ‘Big-Ben w/smeared lipstick’—-she did not like Di, or anyone from my intimate sources—-but Really did not like Di—-the recent revealed documents, confirming JFK & Bobby as simple retaliatory mob hits, at last —-so i wonder on the ‘conspiracy’ stuff surrounding Di’s demise—-one wonders the source of all this ‘disorder’—-thought i informed you—-good try—- and hmmmm?—-as an ex-employer, odd most forum activity is seen in ‘working-hours’—-:)!

hey, search ‘Lamarck’s Signature’—-the PBS Docu ‘Ghost in Your Genes’—-Darwin’s dead, save rare example—-we do evolve, but via ‘environmental interaction’—-as the French scientist proposed—-how did Darwin’s hypothesis survive—-he was English, not French—-his work coincided with both Brit and Euro Colonial ambitions. a friend of his said .’it’s survival of the fittest.’ leading to ‘white-man’s burden’ and wholesale colonial exploitation—-Darwin said Lamarck may be correct—-now, it’s fact. our Brit-influence is old—-Newton yet gets credit for ‘The Calculus’, but the German Liebnitz had the 1st, and ‘useable’ version—-nobody uses Newton’s Calculas—-all use the Liebnitz’s—-as for Darwin? he’s history—-only applies to mass/minor extinctions—-hardly the main engine of obvious evolution—-simply put—-the French guy was right—-but, ‘white man’s burden’ sure liked Darwin—-

‘Morality’ is very relative to varied cultures—-only recently have the Chinese outlawed an ancient practice of ‘female-born-infanticide’—-the newborn left in lethal environments—-2 decade’s ago, you did not ‘declare bankruptcy’ in Japan—-rather ritual seppuku—-disemboweling oneself, usually with a trusted friend to behead you—-to make sure. the point remains, whether Roe vs. Wade, whatever legislation seen—-all have crossed the line of ‘Separation of State and Religion’,—-hence it becomes ‘entangled’ with ‘culture’. a rock and a hard place—- many cultures, Christian or not, intuitively ‘assume’ one form or another of some ‘immortal’ soul as a component of Life—-‘wishful-thinking’ vs. apparent death? recent thought, subsequent proofs, Do indicate our ‘living-forms’—-all ‘forms’ arise from essentially ‘immortal ‘form fields’—- yep—-not just you, or i—-a neat aspect of q-physics is lts ‘whimsical-attitude’—-so far all seems made of just 6 teeniest bits—-quanta—-what’s ‘whimsical’? their ‘so declared names’—-‘Up, Down, Top, Bottom—-and My absolute favorites, and yours—-‘Strange and finally ‘Charm’.——each, as a fetus, each has its unique ‘Form-Building-Field’—-in physics, toss the white coat awe—-a ‘field is ‘an area of influence’—-simple—- i seem to be accompanied by a ‘guardian-angel’ field—- simply put—-basically, you cannot ‘destroy’ a ‘living-thing’—-as rather photons, or galaxies have ‘coming-to-form fields’—-reduce the obvious material Body to ash—-its ‘You-Field’, as a case, survives—-and may ‘reorganize You’ wherever conditions permit—-those being, in your case, assuming You, as an Earthling Human—-extant potential parents. even galaxies away—-wow! as a son, husband, i’ve seen how women have some ‘sense’, men lack—-as women lack the desire to ‘build’ to the same extent as men. we may surmise the Mother, no matter the ‘term’, may act via Life’s instruction—-a rather ‘creative’ example? a late-term pregnancy, where ”out of the blue’, the mother chooses to abort—-Life is beyond understanding—-perhaps it sees events to come—-and a happy mother, whose child will die of cancer—-but not if the ‘mission-abort’ button is pushed—-her doomed child may thrive elsewhere?—- do you understand? So Say——

hi, knowing you keep posts brief vs. mine, i hope you may ‘tolerate’ my near novel- in-a-post, re: abortion vs. adoption/birth control. as we generally agree, and you appear quite rational, your response led me to ‘re-evaluation’-of-position’. i posted to ‘DeBurca’ said reconsideration. given my data on ‘morphogenesis’ (coming-into-form) as a ‘field-event’, manifest to a ‘corporeal’ state, as either the unique structure of individual snow-flakes, crystals, even ‘living-systems’ etc., and Knowing said ‘form-fields’ have the property of being extant, immortal, and neither subject to space/time/astronomical-distance, well, it appears upon scrutiny, even ‘late-term’ abortion, as a ‘choice’ vs. ‘clinical need’ remains the ‘mother’s-decision’—-none others. my ‘mind’ is not ‘fixed-in-stone’—-i even relate, as a late-term fetus, i seem to have tried not to ‘land’ in a ‘bad-bush’ LZ—-‘mother/father being both ‘borderline-personalities’—-inverting myself, managing to strangle myself with umbilical cord, and via such, ‘born clinically dead’—-it required a ‘radical-horizontal-episiotomy’ to get me ‘out’—-then revived—-only to live in an abusive family—-people not qualified as adequate parents—-hardly a happy fate. had i succeeded, as per my knowledge, and been ‘sent’ to better circumstances? if such exist?—-seems only ‘corporeal-death’ may reveal such—- to sum-up? you’re correct—-in what i consider ‘personal-choices’—-yet it leaves questions—-as my life has benefited far more than i—-these issues go to Life—-and its apparent ‘set-point’ home of space/time—-no easy answers—-best wishes—-

clever, as always, actually there is significant proof of the ancient ‘dualistic’ approach to life—-body/soul, etc. seems we all have our unique ‘form-controlling’ ‘field’—-and while not as visible as one’s nose, may be seen as an active participant of living-systems—-‘good-luck’, ‘correct intuitive decisions based on ‘hunch’, ‘spontaneous remission of terminal illness’, a rather long list—-and probably the source of belief in a God, whatever. a good example, i found hard to ignore? on a jaunt with my youngest son, being in ‘the middle of nowhere Arizona’, i stopped for fuel, my 4X4 Tercel’s water-pump suddenly died—-heat gauge zoomed-up, and yep, head-gasket blows—-Wilson AZ—-population near zip—-, like 350—-and me w/+/- $100 cash—-as Roseann Roseannadana (70’s SNL) would say, ‘i thought i was gonna die’. what a mess—-at 11:pm—- the station attendant mentioned there was a Mexican ‘free-lance’ mechanic a block away, did good work, low cost, and a near motel both safe and downright ‘rock-bottom-price’.—-i ask, ‘but where would i find a new water pump, head-gasket?’ this town had 1 restaurant, the gas-station the only ‘food-source’, (out West, you’re used to long drives, most stocked-up at a Safeway, 60 miles away)—-the attendant mentioned they had a NAPA parts store, amazing luck—-right next to the mechanic’s house (his home was his ‘repair-site’)—-seemed ‘miracles’ kept ‘popping-up’. as it was only a ‘block’ away, for $17 we had a really nice room—-next day, for $35 i had a new water-pump, and a can of K&W ‘block-gasket-sealer’—- i drove the critter across the near one street—-the mechanic was in the middle of a birthday celebration, but said he’d do his best, for $50—-‘84 Tercel tiny wagons are very easy to work—-in 30 minutes, new water pump, and the K&W had ‘sort-of’ sealed the offending crack—-he wisely pulled on ‘contact’ from its ‘electric-fan’, so it would run constantly—-but i was faced with a 1200 mile route to get my son back to San Diego, to avoid the risk of mountains, and broke—-we had nice camping gear, my trusty Canon Starwriter WP, so i made a crude ‘stuff-for-sale’ sign, parked on the one main st. and within minutes a teacher and hubby pulled over—-she wanted that Canon WP, he wanted the camp gear—-so they bought all for $100 (cost near 4)—-another ‘miracle’. and we set-off—-another ‘miracle’? the car would make it +/- only 30 miles before the temp-gauge started rising—-guess what? AZ interstates had ‘rest-areas’ perfectly placed—-so i could park, let her cool-down, replace lost coolant (water)—-then keep going—-my son didn’t understand—-just kept saying, ‘Dad, you worry too much!’ so true—-i have panic-disorder. we made it back to Riverside, chose to avoid that and take a ‘short-cut’ at the base of San Juacinto Mt.—-still a 5,000 ft. climb, yeah, i had an old milk-jug of water, and at the ‘pass-top’ the Tercel got hot—-there’s a ‘rest-stop’, no facilities, it’s 1:00 AM, i pull over to let her cool, then add water—-sons asleep—-then transients, as in ‘night of the living dead’ start emerging from the dense forest—-i’m not praying, i’m peeing in my pants—-then the last miracle—-Zoom, 2 Cal Chip cars arrive—-vagrants vanish—-none of typical East Coast intimidation—- ‘driver’s license’, insurance proof’ simple honest concern—-took a look at my son, mentioned he looked like me, and told me i had pulled over in one bad place, and did i think i could make it back? one mentioned i could ‘coast’ down to the ‘flat-lands’, and given what i’d done, no problem limping back—-and so we did. a stream of miracles—-i’ve seen others—- so what’s the ‘abortion-link’? the ‘aborted’ yet retains its immortal ‘Form-field’, as a blueprint, ‘soul’, to the religios, and may ‘reorganize’ wherever conditions permit—-that being sufficiently similar parental forms. arguably, a ‘fetus’ may be destroyed, yet that has no effect on its future ‘morpho-genesis’(coming into form) to a ‘friendlier’ environment—-as better parents—-seems i did all to ‘whack’ myself prior to being born to an insane family—-my ‘delivery to such’ was a ‘modern miracle’, as i was ‘upside-down’, strangled by cord, born DOA—-only to be revived, tossed in an ‘oxygen-tent’ , a blue-baby, not from heart-defect. given this line of perhaps reasoning, medical abortion, even the non-required death of a sentient by rather hideous means, may be best—-ultimately? not for me to say—-even as i may have survived, created multiple industries, employing thousands—-the conundrum persists—-given an infinite ‘set’ of possibilities, is the ‘set’ of ‘space/time/life’ legal, via cosmic justice? guess i’ll find out—-‘post-death’. was i a ‘dupe’ of a ‘criminal ‘set’? i’ll certainly see, yet i would not wait for ‘post-from-beyond’.

elaborate, please

‘Foundlings’ are an ancient event, older than Moses—-i’d rather be “Found’ at an American hospital than the Niqua city dump, prior to being dog-food—-or snatched to be sold—-